Wednesday, July 18, 2007
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Sunday, October 29, 2006
My blog is officially dead.
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
I haf decided. I'm going to KL at the end of this year alone. I really need to take a break alone. I need to get away from this city and prepare myself to face reality. Now I'm still avoiding reality. So don't be surprise if I just disappear at the end of this year. I'm just not in Singapore.
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Sunday, September 03, 2006
Havent blogged for a long time.
Finally got to catch up with dellia, elena, sam, guangyang and kelvin. And best of all, tiffany. Havent seen her for a very long time, and it's nice to be able to catch up with her. We did the usual, dinner and desserts(that's D&D), and we just chatted. It's weird because it really felt like secondary school days, where we just spend time eating at commonwealth hawker center and just chatted away. I really miss those days, where it's so damn carefree, and all we do everyday is go just go school and play(it rhymes).
It's good to just sit down and talk. Talk about everything, the moon and the stars. It's also good to just gossip about people. Like how someone in particular is still with her bf, eventhough it's kinda weird how their relationship started when it's not even suppose to start. Gossiping is good. It gels people together.
It's damn sickening to be an adult. You have to worry about so many stuff. Like how are you going to spend your pay to ensure that you'll have enough to last you through the month. I'm lucky because I'm tutoring, so my pay actually comes twice a month, once mid-month and once end-month. I should really spending money and start saving because I wanna go travelling, alone. Like KL or JB and I'll be happy enough. I also wan to go Egypt, Paris, Milan, LA, India and many other exotic places, so if you think you wanna sponsor me, then please do send me an email at blue_boy_87@hotmail.com or just simply give me a call if you have my number. I don't need you to sponsor much, just 5k will do.
Anyway, as I was saying, growing up is sickening. Like wat I told Elena, when were young, we always wanted to grow up to see the world outside. But once we're all grown up and have seen the world, we just wanna be a kid again. The grass is always greener on the other side. Before making any decisions, make sure you know what you want, if not, you'll definitely regret it.
I'm not loving my life now, and I wanna run away.
And another thing. Yes I'm a smoker, but it gives no right to all non-smoker out there to condemn me. Smoking is just a form of escape that to you guys is just pure cowardice. But when facing the problem doesn't help, changing yourself or adapting to the situation doesn't help, you just wanna run away. As for me, I choose to smoke. I have my problems, you have yours. I have my way of settling it, you have yours. So what gives you the right to comment about me? So people, think before you speak.
Ok, time now is 12.05am, and I wanna go watch tv and smoke so I can run away from my problems.
breezed in at 11:49 PM
Monday, August 14, 2006
Depression is starting to sink in again and this time its worse den ever. How i wish yvonne is here with me, but she's in australia. I really hate this but i got no choice but to do stupid things to get over it. Singapore has became such a hateful place for me, I don't know how to face it. Just get me out of my depression before i start smoking.
breezed in at 11:45 PM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
I miss those days when we sit behind the grandstand for hours just to wait for our hair to be cut.
I miss those days when we played Risk till 4 in the morning.
I miss those days when we kept saying we'll see each other at clubs in our dreams, and joke abt who will send who to the club.
I miss those days when we get punished together and actually enjoy every minute of it.
I miss those days when we spray shaving foam on each other and take pictures of it.
I miss those days when we competed to see who can strip the fastest while running up the stairs.
I miss all the time we spend together.
I miss you guys, and I miss the training we had.
Let me go back to BTC with BUNK 41.
breezed in at 10:14 PM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
This is the proudest i've ever felt for ndp this year.
Singapore is my home. This is where I wanna be.
Don't laugh because I'm serious. It's just your problem if u're not.
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